8 string finished! #ukulele #ukuleles #hawaiianstyle #hawaii #bigisland #masterpiece #woodcraft
- being late
- things i said five minutes ago
- things i said five years ago
- people touching me
- being around a ton of people
- being yelled at
- wondering if people are talking about me
- every action i do
- and just about everything else
tomorrow is going to be the worst i have to go straight home we were gunna have a movie night but thats obviously not happening and its dumb but i was very excited and now im very sad and i dont want to go straight home but i dont want to see anyone i just want to not exist god dammit i hate having such melodramatic dumb moods and feelings and stuff i just want to be a baby again where crying over everything isn’t frowned upon and all i care about is sleep food and shitting myself.
Arctic Monkeys - 505
"We’re learning a lot about this thing called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. This war time disease. This combat fatigue diagnosis. And we read something worth sharing. Fact, urban youth are twice as likely to get Post Traumatic Stress Disorder than soldiers who are coming home from war. So tell me, what’s the difference between homicide in the streets and bloodshed on the battlefields of Iraq. […] The only difference there is between a soldier with PTSD and one of my students with it is that a soldier gets to leave the battlefield, while my kids go home to it."